As is my want to do, I am sat at work having run out of two medications I take to keep being a human being: Lexapro and Lamictal. While I wait for the pharmacy to refill them, I thought I'd take a snapshot in time and talk about how it feels to be off of them.
I like to call this my mummification phase. It feels like all my skin is tightly woven to a breaking point on my muscles, but I'm so tired and numb that I could care less. I'd call it serenity but it is more so like apathy. I haven't eaten yet, and I'm not concerned about eating, so that's nice.
Really, this is the "meh" mask. Everything is just meh. I don't even feel my fingertips typing or recognize the words pouring out of me. This is astral projecting without being able to look down at yourself while you sit in a stupor.
Stay in school, kids.
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